Signed in to google, and saw my old blog over here. Had the feel to write something down. Somewhere where nobody will drop by or intentionally take a look at.
Life does not suck but i feel as though it does right now.
Now i know why ppl do not want to grow up. Less things on their mind and less commitments and obligations. Why do people have systems to make things so complicated. We used to do things out of passion and not for the benefits, stupid benefits, if they are at all.
Stupid people who gave their word and backed out of it. Stupid stupid stupid.
Alright i shall not allow this angsty feeling to cease and go on to enjoy my weekend.

HI PPL!

HAVE MOVED TO givgrace.wordpress.com

WILL NO LONGER BE BLOGGING HERE~

before wordpress is up, cause i got no time to format it, shall post a short one...

i am getting increasingly sleepy nowadays. it can be like the first few periods in school, and i feel that my focus is drifting far away from my paper.

is this like just psychological - a sign of rejection from school?
or is my health falling apart.

- i think its the former

i think i am losing focus increasingly in school.

i NEED to re-adjust my viewpoints about certain things.
GET my priorities right.
CONQUER my inner struggle and fears. and obstacles.

haha >< miss ng, i applied what i learnt in class today, about instructional - poems.

i couldn't find the courage to confide in others now.
not over the phone at least..

i guess i realised it hit me hard this time.
never knew it would such an impact.

i don't feel well now, i feel like getting out of my house. i wish i could be away.
i hope that time will heal, let me be healed by tmr. please.

today is pretty much wasted..
and i feel like i'm goin to turn into an introvert pretty soon..

i've nobody to blame for..
its okay grace, u've got a whole world to things left to do and anticipate for

emo-ing actually helps at times,
now i only wish to get over it soon. even though its hard..
but i'll do it.

i can do it.

Recalling friday's madness...

firstly, tennis...
i may be playing the friendly match on this friday against serangoon jc!
die ><><
hopefully i'll be doing doubles

after tennis, was waiting for nicole to go home..
then we saw the bball's friendly against pioneer jc
wah, the match was super intense, and our yr 6 boys' coach was damn hard on the guys..
can see that they were all exhausted and drained out, but they fought a tough battle..
>< lost by a margin of 5 points

met junwen, yujia, xinhui, libing, dora and nic they all halfway during the match..
the match ended at about 7 plus..
before junwen started asking to play tt and all of us were on it until 8.45
haha! it was super fun cause there were no one else to hog the tables, after ray they all left..
and we were super immersed in playing even though the canteen was almost empty, the bballers left after their rounds of pumping, other people all heading home le..

the vball boys ended at about that time ><
tough trng, but i think i will like the trng if i am in it, compared with comparatively slack sports cca i have been in this 6 years..

they called tennis a recreational activity, which i beg to differ given one or two more coaches to handle a strength of like 30 plus members, and more intense coaching.. like what we get occasionally on a friday afternoon..

Then yesterday had bbq at ecp.
but there was a horribly huge storm in the late afternoon, and we were stuck at my hse, watching the live telecast of the hsbc women's golf at east coast getting postponed due to the horrible storm.
haha, the sky finally cleared up, and the evening was great and cooling, and the bbq went well, with abundance of food, and frisbee..

this coming thurs got holiday, what shall i do?

Overnight mugging at T3 tonight~ looking forward to it =D

i am going to change my blog soon probably.. since it was created randomly, and everything's pretty much random...

tennis (the cca not the sport), is getting increasingly irritating.
firstly, the ppl assuming much responsibilities, aren't responsible at all
secondly, members are really treating it like a recreational club~ and losing all the respect remaining, if there still is any remaining, that juniors should hav for us...
U GUYS REALLY GET ON MY NERVES.

but, thank goodness tennis is still a wonderful sport. TG for the seniors who come back occasionally to share my woes. TG to some juniors who are pretty agreeable. TG to jean and huifen yesterday.

next week seems pretty fun, hope that everyone will have a better week ahead!

jiayou cll people for test

jiayou agnes for everything, stay happy!

jiayou to me and everyone out there~