解脱！

learn to let it go, and happiness will find its way.

life has many things to offer, dun let it come to waste.







There should be a new lesson for us in school, two periods per week.
It is called Time Management.

Happiness is feeling peacful and tackling challenges in a calm approach.
Happiness is learning how and when to let go, when everything seems to much to bear.
Happiness is in abundance and always accesible.
It can only be sustained when you know you want it, and will do the necessary to get it.

It's time to learn to get it.

finished printing my eom.

it was tedious to do eom, emotionally than mentally. the thought of it as the final submission is overwhelming. haha, maybe(or not) i am exaggerating.

a few more days (for power study) before the promos. dun know how to define what's already revised, just know that is infinite left to be done. studying is an endless process. hope that i can pass promos, and then it will be my two months of big break.

to lyon: hope that ur fever will subside soon and please get enough rest. health is most important!

to andrew: i think u have evolved into a chao mugger for quite some time le><

to nike: i bought a pair of shoes from you for $130++. the first time i wore it to pe this year, near 3 quarters of the sole came out on one side, and half for the other. and i only played captain's ball for like 10 minutes?

i made three resolutions.

many many things i want to do after promos and op.

suddenly, growing up doesn't seem so much of a bad thing after all.

JIAYOUS GRACE, YOU CAN DO IT!

i think everyone of us is looking forward to after promos. especially towards the taiwan trip.

i just want to take a huge break, and hope that everything is back in place like so long ago.

i have absolutely nth to blog about.

just wanted to embark on my 45th post.

oh, there is sth. was on mrt home with nicole and ching hsien chatting happily about overseas and working stuffs. after ching hsien alighted, this lady beside me started talking to me, despite my on-going conversation with nicole. i am a polite girl and decided to answer whatever she says since her first question was "what is your school?" and in mind of our school's reputation, and that she said she was a teacher. she started talking to me as if nicole wasn't there... zzz, so nicole took her bk and started reading. this conversation continued till pasir ris and until we parted to take our respective buses.

i think that if the teacher wishes to talk, she shld include nicole in as well. secondly, it was rather rude of her to interupt our conversation and that she saw we were trying to mug sth.

rah. rant 2.
this dunman high junior had his shirt tucked entirely out. what is his problem. i gave him many stares and glares. and i think he didn't recognise me as his senior due to our non-distinctive school uniform. until he boarded the bus, i was beside him, then he started to look worried. before that he continued to tuck out and out the shirt as if it wasn't already all out.

argh. whats with my language. anyway, got to go^^

went thru lessons without ching hsien, junwen, nicole today, followed by jolene and agnes.
sad. i want them back for school!

haha. captains ball quite exciting too, but i want to play with the above people, then i will feel better. rahh, emo shit.

i think that the school should edit the song "keep bleeding" and play it thruout in the canteen, replace the word with mugging... "keep mugging keep keep mugging...".

argh.

my throat hurts (badly) from consuming too much fried stuffs these few days.
my head hurts from too much scratching from studying.
my neck aches. my eyes are droopy.

last thing to add... for the sore throat, i decided to fill a jug of water to drink thru the night. now it seems that i drink too much le, and tummy will get bloated as i am not supposed to drink that much water from 5pm onwards. (this applies to everyone generally)

school today is rather peaceful.

lately, i have been hearing numerous ppl gossiping, (bitching) about other ppl from our level.
it was rather shocking. as i had been in quite harmonious classes all these years, and 5C12 is definitely one without internal conflicts (except certain open dislikings, but not hate or whatsoever, just the ppl themselves (dio disliked de) will irritate the whole world naturally) .

and i have changed my impressions of certain ppl, definitely for the worst. but then i choose to believe that rumours do not necessarily reflect reality.

and surfing blogs make me discover things.

hmmm...

ah, wanna add this. whenever i am studying, i will scratch my head, till its quite painful now.
remind myself to change this habit^^

Is it because Singapore life is too stressed or what?

then why are there a bunch of girls who laugh like hyennas playing at the playground downstairs at this time, and not seeming tired at all.

it seems that they have been there for hours le. Screaming at top-pitched voices from rocking the see-saw too hard, chasing each other and talking as if they are at some wet market.

if they are too stressed, i forgive them. if they are not, then please grow up lah.
let me give them a piece of advice: if u want to go crazy at night (i may do so with a couple of wild friends), and want to do it at public areas, please go to the beach, or playground by the seaside and you all can play and scream all you want. At least u risk only being caught by some security officers which are rarely on duty, otherwise, ppl around might throw water or eggs down at you.

SOME PEOPLE JUST DUN KNOW THE LIMITS and are SO FREAKING IRRITATING.

i DUN MIND seriously being mean to you and stop being nice after having tolerated you for close to nine months.

TOTALLY IRRESPONSIBLE AD SENSELESS. (perhaps not totally but frigging close to it)

you have to be THANKFUL that i am not some ballistic or mean or evil person,

OTHERWISE

i will cut away ur hair when i see you, and throw away your handphone.


to all my friends and buddies reading this post, do not worry, as i will not feel or do the above to anyone of u, as the above is really a case for exception.

anyway, what a spoiler => that person for my sunday night, and my parents have yet to come home, boo...

HOME ALONE

first time i didn't go back m'sia with my parents... other than that time when i went sydney with school...

hmm... want my parents back! i cannot manage my meals alone. either i go so hungry, or i stuffed myself till my tummy becomes bloated.

actually planned to have the weekend mugging with friends. but then mugging at my hse on sat was cancelled, didn't feel like mugging outside, and decided against zf's hse, when there were guests going her hse for lunch.

so it was HOME ALONE over the weekends.

quite cool, nobody to restrict u from what u want to do.
quite bad, as there wasn't my mum to tell me to mug.

so it was quite ineffective. but give me another weekend, i think i will do better.

my parents will be home before i sleep. yay^^

i am on the verge of fainting.

just now at the bus stop while waiting for bus 3 to go home at around 8, i could feel myself falling forward or staggering, trying to keep my balance. i guess i wasn't feeling right le, and perhaps, no, quite sure that i am too tired.

slept at 2 am as i completed my part for wr at 1 am then chat online for a hour like that... then this morning, intended to sleep on bus, but saw zhuofei and sat with her, ended up in a hilarious and great chat we seemed to not have for a week le.

first period was pe, and as usual, i spend most energy auring these 2 periods and captains' ball was pretty enjoyable! enjoyed ching hsien as my cap.ball teammate^^
i didn't catch my sleep in school as i decided to mug during breaks, and lessons was rather packed, all the way till 4.45pm. which then i had to complete my econs.i ws before going for econs.i at 5.30pm. econs.i then ended at around 6.40. wah!

i feel like doing some work later, but if i dun sleep enough tonight, i guess i will collapse tmr as there is mooncake festival celbrations till 9.

okays, shall go bathe le... ^^

whee. its morning.

finished my part for wr after like 3 hours... cause want to do nice nice mahs. good job grace! first in the group to finish.

but that means i didn't do my math!

oh well. no matter what, i completed two out of three things i want to complete today.

got the senior high hoodie today. first impression quite lousy, but then it was very cushiony and warm inside. so quite nice actually.

i am glad that i've finished my oracle exam! actually a while ago liao...

it was half a nightmare! i think doing a test using internet is a no no! not only will there be errors frequently but also the system might just play u out by cropping up.

although i scored a mark lower by my mid year de by 1, i'm just glad that the system did not play me out and give me a 0.

watched 艺点心思 during dinner and Zoe Tay rawked, haha, she is super hilarious and i think she really have this 亲切感 which some artists or many lack. thats why she is 阿姐 and i love her.

zhiying came back to school today- yay=)
she is looking good and i think she mugged at home alot already.

this fri is the mooncake festival celebration. i have this visual imagery of chaos around the parade square in the dark on friday, dunno why also. our class might be watching a move together before that. hmm...

argh!

i resolve to make my tummy disappear. its obstructing me from concentrating on studying.

tonight is a windy night.

jia yous for computing grace!!!

blog surfing is a crime- i shall stop
it eats away my precious time- i shall visit a few only the next time

term 4 starts yesterday...

hmm, nothing special except for a headache on the first day of school, when i reached home.
so i slept earlier than usual to drive the headache away.
result was i woke up a little later and i missed my bus, actually it was everyone as the bus itself was late.
so i had to take the mrt and i stood through from pasir ris to buona vista! what is this!

yup yup thats about it. nth much to blog about.

only that ching hsien has successfully influenced me to like dbsk.
and junsu is so cute and shuai!
jaejoong is the most demure singer i have ever seen and he is super good looking and hot.
i like chiangmin too as he is a bad egg (huai dan).
micky and yunho are just average, haha!

so hua chi. okays bye.

the September holidays are coming to an end.

waaa... cry, sobs.
i want the holidays forever!

anyway, i want to go korea! i want to wear winter clothings and drink hot hot sour spicy soup.
i want to hibernate, and wake up go shopping.

school starts tmr. again.

又长大一岁了！

i am officially 17! yay!

time flies, and before i know it i will be 18 next year.

i have to admit, i dun like being old. i dun like feeling old (perhaps in a couple of decades time).

hehe, thanks to all who smsed or called to send me birthday wishes yesterday^^

appreciate them greatly!

haha, quite amused by 3 messages:
ah Mak's unexpectedly long message
Zf's and Feloh's message containing similar WELL wishes

haha, in anyway thanks!

went out with family to celebrate b'dae, thanks mummy who took leave especially and daddy as well. we went to catch Money Not Enuf 2 at night, and after that we saw many celebrities at Vivo for the opening of 岁月 (a singapore film bout 2 gangster brothers).

Money Not Enuf 2 made me cry and cry and cry. People, u have to go catch it. It served as a good reminder to how Singaporeans are getting increasingly calculative and selfish, and how we've transformed into some selfish creatures who forgot about our parents when we've grown up. And the granny is a super good actress.

haha, ordered secret recipe's chocolate indulgence for birthday cake!

cannot upload image as they say its corrupted. bleh.

okays, thats all folks.

the September holidays are here!
yay!

anyway, the past days have been quite eventful , but thurs and fri were super tiring.

well, so a quick recap...

thurs was a super long day... i had lessons till 4.45 and it was quite a fully packed schedule, and at 5.30 i have my econs intervention again! wah miss leong was rather "not in the mood", as she was rushing than usual thru the questions... anyway ended at 6.30 with a headache(myself), and then the few of us took the train home, haha! i was telling nicole cu a few hours later...

then i had my dinner, bathed, packed my uniform and clothes for teacher's day and went to meet ching and nicole at tampines mrt at 10.30... we were going to have a mini 5c12 overnight at nicole's. it was supposed to be a night or morn for dressing up and makeup, but the school says we have to be proper for flag raising ceremony, so...

lyon, dora, libing, hongyi, andrew came later and we walked to nicole's - sure long lah, we were all sweating and sweating.
we decided to watch 2002 and nicole had matresses on the floor, so we were are sprawling here or there, watching in the dark, eating lays, some sleeping some playing dota(only andrew, and thru the whole night! or morn) yujia, jolene and keith came later at 12? yup. but thru this stay we can spot our class's muggers. libing was chionging cll thru the night in the dark?! and yujia was attempting to mug too, jolene had econs. the rest of us being normal were just enjoying ourselves.

whee, we woke up one after another at around 3 am and we started some transformations. really some only. lyon had her eyes done. yujia one side done, mine both done(later need redo as i had to wear my contacts and all the makeup were gone with my tears) and so on so on. haha, hongyi tried his outfit on. with chains, tie, ear ring, he look like a ah beng! haha andrew was tougher judging by his height and that his pants were hard to look baggy.

wah, anyway, the real transformation came when 5c12 were back in class! everyone was doing their makeup and dressing up, with many helping one another, ching and nicole were the busiest. thanks to them!

enjoy some pics kupped from various...

nicole doing up yujia^^

hairstyling- jolene and her assistant

several of us- can u see me?

whee mak's hair!

jolene and paw:D

lao po, me and xiao lao po!=)

paw, me and mak><

school of rock! rockers of 5c12^^

another one...><

whee... quite nice hor... but then i had my first contacts that day. and it was ching helped me buy de, 550 degrees. my actual was 600 plus and i had shan guang, so couldn't really see properly and had to squint squint and squint. haha, the concert was great. though i was sitting at row 2, i couldn't see the ppl clearly.

gladine was cool, she rocked man! and then i never knew adeline could play the drums or jonsung! they were awesome. then i realised they were all frm gep plus wanting, swatyee, joseph- they are all so talented in many areas. cool!

and zhuofei was great! i didn't know she was going to perform lah. but she sounded really good, and yuanming and sean as well as javier did their piano, guitar and bboxing great=) 5c32 good job!=)

wah, why i blog so long, grr. okays, so our class went for class outing, lunch as some jap restaurant at cathay, and had our buffet! we ate sushi, sashimi, fried stuffs and yup, we were damn full and had to play zhong ji mi ma to get rid of an unwanted big plate of chicken odered by nicole. argh! saw the 4j class on the bus. everyone was fast asleep during the journey, all of us.

oh, thats it for fri. haha hope that this post was interesting. and then i went my aunt's hse to see polo polo! it is 4 months old and very very cute!

so cute!

i had to put my phone on the floor to capture this^^

my mum was trying to capture the pup, so ignored how i was looking.

ah! i am running late! cya=)