one day, i will travel around the world to eat...

2010-08-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

Signed in to google, and saw my old blog over here. Had the feel to write something down. Somewhere where nobody will drop by or intentionally take a look at.
Life does not suck but i feel as though it does right now.
Now i know why ppl do not want to grow up. Less things on their mind and less commitments and obligations. Why do people have systems to make things so complicated. We used to do things out of passion and not for the benefits, stupid benefits, if they are at all.
Stupid people who gave their word and backed out of it. Stupid stupid stupid.
Alright i shall not allow this angsty feeling to cease and go on to enjoy my weekend.

2009-06-08T00:35:00.001+08:00

HI PPL!

HAVE MOVED TO givgrace.wordpress.com

WILL NO LONGER BE BLOGGING HERE~

2009-05-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

before wordpress is up, cause i got no time to format it, shall post a short one...

i am getting increasingly sleepy nowadays. it can be like the first few periods in school, and i feel that my focus is drifting far away from my paper.

is this like just psychological - a sign of rejection from school?
or is my health falling apart.

- i think its the former

i think i am losing focus increasingly in school.

i NEED to re-adjust my viewpoints about certain things.
GET my priorities right.
CONQUER my inner struggle and fears. and obstacles.

haha >< miss ng, i applied what i learnt in class today, about instructional - poems.

2009-03-14T21:04:00.002+08:00

i couldn't find the courage to confide in others now.
not over the phone at least..

i guess i realised it hit me hard this time.
never knew it would such an impact.

i don't feel well now, i feel like getting out of my house. i wish i could be away.
i hope that time will heal, let me be healed by tmr. please.

2009-03-14T18:37:00.002+08:00

today is pretty much wasted..
and i feel like i'm goin to turn into an introvert pretty soon..

i've nobody to blame for..
its okay grace, u've got a whole world to things left to do and anticipate for

emo-ing actually helps at times,
now i only wish to get over it soon. even though its hard..
but i'll do it.

i can do it.

2009-03-08T12:15:00.002+08:00

Recalling friday's madness...

firstly, tennis...
i may be playing the friendly match on this friday against serangoon jc!
die ><><
hopefully i'll be doing doubles

after tennis, was waiting for nicole to go home..
then we saw the bball's friendly against pioneer jc
wah, the match was super intense, and our yr 6 boys' coach was damn hard on the guys..
can see that they were all exhausted and drained out, but they fought a tough battle..
>< lost by a margin of 5 points

met junwen, yujia, xinhui, libing, dora and nic they all halfway during the match..
the match ended at about 7 plus..
before junwen started asking to play tt and all of us were on it until 8.45
haha! it was super fun cause there were no one else to hog the tables, after ray they all left..
and we were super immersed in playing even though the canteen was almost empty, the bballers left after their rounds of pumping, other people all heading home le..

the vball boys ended at about that time ><
tough trng, but i think i will like the trng if i am in it, compared with comparatively slack sports cca i have been in this 6 years..

they called tennis a recreational activity, which i beg to differ given one or two more coaches to handle a strength of like 30 plus members, and more intense coaching.. like what we get occasionally on a friday afternoon..

Then yesterday had bbq at ecp.
but there was a horribly huge storm in the late afternoon, and we were stuck at my hse, watching the live telecast of the hsbc women's golf at east coast getting postponed due to the horrible storm.
haha, the sky finally cleared up, and the evening was great and cooling, and the bbq went well, with abundance of food, and frisbee..

this coming thurs got holiday, what shall i do?

2009-02-28T19:01:00.002+08:00

Overnight mugging at T3 tonight~ looking forward to it =D

i am going to change my blog soon probably.. since it was created randomly, and everything's pretty much random...

tennis (the cca not the sport), is getting increasingly irritating.
firstly, the ppl assuming much responsibilities, aren't responsible at all
secondly, members are really treating it like a recreational club~ and losing all the respect remaining, if there still is any remaining, that juniors should hav for us...
U GUYS REALLY GET ON MY NERVES.

but, thank goodness tennis is still a wonderful sport. TG for the seniors who come back occasionally to share my woes. TG to some juniors who are pretty agreeable. TG to jean and huifen yesterday.

next week seems pretty fun, hope that everyone will have a better week ahead!

jiayou cll people for test

jiayou agnes for everything, stay happy!

jiayou to me and everyone out there~

2009-02-22T21:22:00.004+08:00

I love the nights.
Especially those after downpours in the late afternoons.
This cooling weather is perfect for almost everything.
Hopefully mugging too.

Look at my Micky^^

School starts again tmr,
hopefully, this will be an fulfilling and interesting week ahead..

2009-02-22T13:25:00.003+08:00

Till the day i can proclaim myself as accomplished.

Meanwhile...
Life's busy and eventful.

And there's still more to come with impending March.

I am looking forward to attending the certs- giving ceremony at ACS(i).. Even though our econs film was not shortlisted for finals, i am glad to have participated! (of course with the other 4^^) Now i can go take a look at others films, so exciting and interesting..

NUS open hse on 14/15th March, anyone?

Self- Reminder:
BBQ
tennis match
eco proposals
Birthdays:
jiali & why

is CS concert in March?

DBSK albums:
Mirotic
The Secret Code

Tutorials, Assignments, Tests...
Manage life like dbsk~

2009-02-16T21:53:00.001+08:00

GRACE, TOLERANCE!

2009-02-11T19:26:00.002+08:00

I need much motivation to get things going in life.
Much interesting stuffs to keep the sleep bug away.
More concentration in whatever i do to prevent thoughts from digressing away.

Grace Hwaiting!

Ty angel for these 2 days.
Gifts as such are much more appealing than chocolates or sweets.

2009-02-04T17:47:00.005+08:00

In shock lately, for having to be jolted out of short sleeping periods.
And the study of dreams and REM during gp, never made me felt more fearful of whats' been running through my mind- in the past or lately.
Can i fully comprehend what i want actually or exactly?
Want to break out of constraint and rigidity.
Please render me some assistance.

2009-01-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

Happy 2009!

Haha, CNY celebrations are like almost over, and need to steer back into momentum for school.

Anyway, i have a new year resolution:

Hope that things will look up and better for people all around me, or the world.

Whether is it the security of posts for many working adults and parents, us with A-levels this year, or people all around us with good health and a positive mentality. Lets all JIAYOUS this year, and reap good results together =D

Shared obsession =/ Died passion

Hwaiting!

2008-12-23T23:58:00.001+08:00

dumb or what?

but "choosey lover" cheered me up again.

love junsu.

2008-12-23T01:17:00.005+08:00

Back from YDC camp '08!

And i miss the camp and people already.

it has been quite a new and refreshing experience, as it was my first camp at Youth Donor Club. And i was amazed to realise that almost 95+ percent people were there cause they were blood donors. Frankly speaking, i am afraid of needles, and because of frequent giddy spells, i have not donated my blood once.

it has really been rewarding to learn more about 100% vnrbd, and the different blood donating situations in diff. countries, namely- hongkong, vietnam, pakistan, laos, thailand, phillipines, myanmar, including singapore.

and i love the foreign deligates, as they were all so enthusiastic and receptive, and very eloquent! plus they totally immersed themselves in the camp spirit, despite we were doing some ridiculous skits or songs and cheers.

kay, i shall blog about the camp in detail, least i forget in the future...

i think the camp was cool!
everyone in my group [D^3] was older; it made me feel young during the self-intro!
i shall list down my team mates, as i absolutely love everyone of them, and i miss them already!

haha, in accordance to rank and age.

wee tat, benjamin 27 group leader
sarah 18 group leader

adisack (sak) 34 laos
oil 27 thailand (observer)
tham thailand
jonas phillipines mr muscle man!
zin ma thet 21 myanmar miss beautiful smile!

the rest are all local
shirwin 23
harmony 23 camp mama!
yan fen 22 miss beautiful leg! miss note-taker?!
ken 20
xiu yong 20
naz 19
syida 19
nathaniel 18
sheng jie 18 mr muscle man!
me 17!

hahaha, what am i doing?

Day 1

haha, we had to meet at bedok control station. but when i reached there, i stoned, cause i didn't know the people going there are mostly older. then syida has this ring at her lip, and jolene had yet to reach, haha, i just stoned there with my bagpacks.

i could only remember harmony going on and on and on during the get-to-know-ur-grp session... then i got my hello kitty bunk, with jolene above me.
Day 2

Sentosa!

and it was the games, songs, cheers and Amazing Race!
haha, our group had this ding dong cheer, and it was really good (to me), and hilarious!
there were 5 stations, and missions to complete.
sherade was pretty fun when we had to write down answers using lipstick on our body.
then there was the pass e pingpong with ur spoon in e mouth game.
and the performace station, hee! we did acapella, with harmony as the vocal, the facils loved it!'
the canoeing was fun! at the last part it was pouring rather heavily, and i had to canoe back to start point. sheng jie was in front, he canoed furiously, and i was totally wet, not from the rain, but the sea water his paddle splashed all over me, but it was fun though!

Day 3

boring lecture day! we were stuck in the room for the entire day! it was so boring that people fell asleep, and there was an award at the end of the camp to the one who slept the most thruout, hahaha!!

then we had the cooking competition at night.
our group, zai as usual, served the food and drink first. we designed the food, and cutlery plates with flowers, then had harmony to sing while they dined, haha, it was so cheesy but funny as well, and guess what? we won the prize!

Day 4

Trip to bloodbank, and drive!
Oh and i remembered D^3 getting up way earlier than other groups to complete our flag, amzing team spirit i've got to say, haha! zi kua!

there was bbq at night, then the campfire!
and skits, cheers, list goes on...

we forsaked bbq to practise our skit, but it was worth it though cause we had so much fun practising together... after the campfire, there was still lots of food left, so we started bbqing till 1 or 2 am...

then it was the ghoststories telling time, after we bathed at 3 am in the morning! man, the wind was chilly!
haha, a few of us decided it was too eerie, so we had this jokes telling thingie, until 5 am!
then we were dead tired and slept for 2 hours...

Day 5

time to conclude the camp and for awards and certificates!
our group undoubtedly most zai (hahahaha!) won three awards, and many individual awards...
plus inside secret from grp leader, that our grp should have won more, but they had to be politically fair or sth... ( haha, i am flying already...)

the video and photos were cute!
then there were the red posters for us to sign for one another...
and lunch...

it was hard to say goodbye, really! and the foreigners were super sweet!

then i revealed to raymond (hongkong deligate) for secret sock pal, and he was so cute, saying he received every of my message, n he replied and stuffs... aww

at the bus, finally shengjie revealed he was my sock pal, which i already knew when he first picked my name; he was laughing uncontrollably lah then, and he said thank you so sincerely and stuffs, so nice...

wah, its 2.30 am already, and i am super tired from the camp, dunno what i blogging already...

But i love YDC' 08! maybe next year i'll volunteer to be a leader, heh!

i only managed to scrape 3 photos at the very end, cause many ppl went home le...

syida, me and shengjie

me, xiuyong, zin and yanfen

me, sack, xiuyong, naz and zin

2008-12-15T18:36:00.007+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday Junsu!

happy happy birthday xiah junsu!
I wish for ur coming year to be filled with greater success and achievements, more smiles, love, fun and laughter, and also more fans, and awards for DBSK!!!

Also, not forgetting...

Happy Birthday junsu and junho!

Hope that u and ur bro will remain closer than ever!

dun forget to smile always ^^
remain bubbly and cheeky...

love u junsu!
happy birthday!!!

2008-12-11T12:07:00.002+08:00

AGNES go europe liao ah? so SHUANG

been back from m'sia on saturday, and it hasn't been a week and i'm going m'sia again tmr...
but tmr's trip is different! i wasn't pre-informed.
They called me in taiwan back then and asked me for my passport number. Then whether i'm free for these days. I was thinking about the ex. phone bills so i hurried thru the call and told them details they neeeded.
When i came back, they told me they signed me up for their company trip to some organic place. WAA ~_~

i'm expecting all the uncles and aunties tmr. worse i dunno any of them, maybe one called mui chuan aunty. maybe i shall drown myself in books and music tmr.
WAA~_~

anyway, i can't believe i came back on saturday on m'sia just to attend standard chartered.
there have been gains and losses, well...

happy because i met ching and yujia for midnight movie, caught up on dbsk with ching...
its great to see friends during hols again, other than closer ones and participate as volunteers together...
quite a lot of 帅哥 on that day who are usually absent in broad daylight (i am not hua chi)
its great to be hurrying and really putting in effort (lots of), at the drinks station, whether getting blisters from unscrewing caps, or wet pants from all the fast and furious actions
and unexpected 收获 after scrutinizing at heads and faces. 皇天不负苦心人. issit used like that?

unhappy because i missed my new cousin's first birthday, it was just on the nxt day...
i came back in the evening, and there wasn't time for sleep at all, i was dead tired by 9 the next day...
i dirtied my adidas std chrt shirt from being over enthu and carrying boxes here and there.
poor agnes hurrying thru the hours for nth.

anyway, i found a new love

李准基

2008-12-01T10:31:00.002+08:00

Taiwan Trip and embRACE 2008 have been a blast.

All i can say is that i will seriously miss the other 7 who went TW with me, and all the kids and facils of embRACE.

embRACE is so good, and so fruitful that i can say there has hardly been any losses, but just many many expeiences and gains.

Made many friends there =

Ty to Liting who's always been there to help manage the kids with me.

Will miss travelling home with Agnes, YunXiu, Jeff, GraceHo, Samson, Rodion, Kawai after having formed a routine to travel home like that for 5 days all the way from clementi to pasir ris.

Will miss Grp C, kids and facils alike.

Will miss some of the slow reactions and the long debrief session on the first day of camp. (hahaha, simin u'll get it)

Will miss making sugee, tangyuan and not ondeh ondeh.

Will miss the games and fun, and how everyone peeps at vincent ng and his hair.

TAIWAN

has been so good. n its really a great thing to travel alone with ur friends to tw.

seriously miss the nights at the hostel. the cramped spaces filled with beds, luggages and yujia's belongings around. the cramped toilets. the nights of cards, maggi mee, jigsaw puzzle, snorings, 夜市, the food, the games!...

will seriously miss the ten dollars (fifty cents singdollars) basketball machines. where i trained till i reached the last level and get 473 points finally.

will miss travelling around, finding food, going to many diff places. Shopping and bargaining for prices. Will miss yichen's jiumas and doggie pi pi. will miss wandering around places and JJ lin. will miss the food there especially. Aww.

Most importantly, i will miss everyone there
in sleeping sequence=
jolene, yujia, sheajean, ching, nicole, shermaine and yichen

miss having fun, goofing around, looking out for one another, games together, fun, shopping, food, exploring, and the hostel nights together=)

i dunno why but it takes forever to upload pics. i will learn to be more it-savvy.

2008-11-11T09:07:00.002+08:00

this is my 78th post (haha, jolene)...

okays, an hour before i set off for taiwan!!!

hope that the trip will be a safe one, and that the chaos and riots in taipei will not affect us in anyway!

hope everyone have fun, and byeeeeeeeeeeeeee........!

2008-11-10T21:09:00.002+08:00

I like this show "Life transformers" on channel 8. Its aired every monday from 8 to 9.

I think its really meaningful, as it helped to inform many of us to cherish the life we have presently. Think before u complain or compare urselves to other more well off families, that we are actually leading a very comfortable and great life, nothing much to complain of.

Furthermore, it will help to educate people that actually 'giving' brings a form of happiness too, helping others bring a form of satisfaction that cannot be derived elsewhere.

I feel that the show not only helped the families in need, the volunteers to gain experience and also the hosts to learn a lot of stuffs. It funny to see how quanyifeng isn't afraid of the hissing cockroaches now, and even picks them up herself. The show helped me see Christopher Lee's other side of him, haha which will prove handy to his marriage next year on 09/09/09.

Okays...

Tmr is Taiwan Trip!!!

right now we are having a pre-trip briefing or mini discussion. I pray for the trip to be a safe one, and that everyone gain a lot from the trip. (clothes, food, fun, dbsk stuffs, and not fats)
hahaha, bon voyage to us=D

2008-11-08T10:34:00.002+08:00

IF you think words can't hurt, u are terribly wrong.
Put youself in people's shoes and think, before u let those words come out from ur mouth.

a week's break enough to let you ponder, and realise how insensible u are?
reflect your words.

2008-11-06T21:26:00.002+08:00

ARGH

i hate getting pissed. i hate getting pissed with my friends.

hope that this will be over soon. small things like these are not worth it.

yup yup... while blogging, the misunderstanding was cleared^^

/ heaved a sigh of relief / its not worth it being too sensitive sometimes or
rather too observant.

LOL, haven felt pissed in quite some time with my close friends.
Mostly being pissed is as a result of doing pw, or those insensitive beings.

RAH, wateva, wasted my time typing all these and missing 'By my side' the scene
where chen hanwei wanted to commit suicide, argh.

anyways, KPop rocks.

got addicted for a few moments to 'Nobody' by wondergirls.
Normally, i will not get appealed to other bands in quest of rooting for DBSK,
cause they are the best and band i love most.
but i noticed wondergirls is the band competing in the final round with DBSK
during this music award, 'Nobody' vs 'Mirotic', so they shld be of a certain standard
too right. / well of course 'Mirotic' won in case u were wondering, heehee /

haha, 'nobody' is rather addictive and moreover, i caught the band and song live
during tues concert in singapore indoors stadium. they were good.

cheers to KPop!

2008-11-05T19:48:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...

I've been thinking and wondering to myself that there's something about today, like i have sth on or what, but i just can't remember!

Maybe that its the last day for op? Or its what sieu sieu reminded me of this afternoon?

forget it, i just can't remember.

Anyways, these 2 days been filled with korean madness!

My cousin gave me 2 tickets for the Kpop night concert, so i jioed ching out, but she's obsessed with working, so i called yujia along instead.

haha, we met at tm, saw chinyi n valentia together waiting for rest of 5C13 for 'class outing' to bowl. went to eat long johns then headed off for the arcade!!!

we acted like insane 5 years old, playing hard at all the games to earn 'tickets'. There was this game in particular we were both addicted to , that is throw the small balls at the targets on the screen. Man it was fun!

in heels and skirt i was throwing furiously at the targets, screaming, 'damn u bird', 'where's the ghost?', 'step on the pedal', 'yujia yujia, hit the bird!' while yujia was fumbling for balls like crazy, hair in a mess, legs 90 degrees apart screaming 'step on the pedal', 'ah! the ghost fly away'

we got 149 ticks! from 13 dollars spent, and exchanged them for two pretty 3 in 1 pen cum pencil.

dinner at pasta mania, then headed off for singapore indoor stadium.

right now i'm feeling hungry from not having cooked my dinner yet, so i shall not elaborate tat much...

there are many fans there, korean, frm china or singaporeans, and some malays.
the only korean band and my favourite is dongbangshinki and they are too 'da pai' (they are not, they are really really humble, just that they are way too famous and popular) to come celebrate kpop night. So to further immerse in the atmosphere, we got the fans' 'pai' for some guy called junjin from some strangers fan club and acted like crazy fans waving the boards during the concert. plus, we stoled 2 big posters after the concert.

today i watched i think a hundred clips on youtube for DBSK!!!

JUNSU rocks!

2008-11-04T09:56:00.002+08:00

YAY

In exactly a week's time, i'll be carrying my lagguage and preparing to set off to Changi Airport for TAIWAN!!! yipee^^

Will be going to taipei (despite all the chaos and poor climatic conditions there), for 7 days with nicole, her cousin, jolene, sheajean, yujia, ching hsien and yichen =)

woo! Seems like the peeps are already ready to spam clothes, shoes, food, and play there!

So in preparation for taiwan, i bought a hoodie and beanie yesterday, and some tops and bottoms previously.

Went Winter Time to buy beanie, then that guy told us it will be from 10 to 18 degree celsius over Taipei. ARGH, it wasn't what i expected, hopefully i wun shrivel and die there.

I am ready to spam cards in Taiwan at night. And all the good food from 夜市. Hopefully i get to see LeeHom in Taiwan. Erm, hopefull DBSk drops by Taiwan. Wishful thinking/

2008-11-02T21:03:00.002+08:00

I finished printing mine and Ching's I&R liao.

YAY!

after handing in I&R tmr and signing GPF on friday, PW will be officially over.

The whole journey of PW is a tiring, at many times bothering, irritating. It was filled with ups and downs with emotions running high to low.

Nevertheless, i got to enjoy pw at times towards the end of the journey. Especially when everyone finally got together and pushed themselves to the limit to complete WR.

PW taught me that its like that in reality. You get assigned to people of all sorts, maybe those you dislike extremely or not. You really have to make the best out of it and accomodate to all the members of the group.

DH002, it has been a tough journey, and i'm glad and happy that we pulled through it together. It was comforting and touching to see how we really started to get together as a group towards the end of WR. How everyone was helping each other out, and how we pulled through the times in comp lab or the nights at Dorothy's house.

In particular, op trials with you all were great and fun (i mean it^^). I think our group really worked hard together for op, and everyone really presented and did well.

To DH002:

dora:
thanks for sharing the same views with me during PW. We are all working for the group, who cares about giving more or less. Who cares, its all for the group. The ppt and video were really nice, ty for the efforts and the card^^

libing:
thanks for constantly giving close to 100 percent for pw despite ur commitments and tussle with life and school. And stop laughing hysterically during op trials! but its all over, who cares now, haha!

cheeguan:
haha, i got to know that ur english actually quite high standard during pw, 有眼不识泰山！pw's been fun with u around=)

shubo:
hmmm... what should i say? Hope that you can sort out your priorities better next time, but you were good at OP, good job=)

haha, wow, i actually wrote all the above, didn't wish to comment anything on pw initially.

BTW, Ah Boy (cousin) drove his new car (1 week old) and brought his puppy to my hse today.

His puppy pee pee all over my house. bout 5 or 6 corners?

YEEKS. i guessed he was very nervous cause hes' never been here before, so i forgave it.

YAWN...

Looking forward to 5C12 and 4D chalet^^

2008-11-02T11:37:00.002+08:00

OP is OVER!

YAY!

to those who have not taken theirs, good luck! and i assure you, its really not as tense or intimidating (if it is to you) as the trials.

i had Miss Alicia Ng and Mr Jason Ng as accessors, man Jason Ng rocked x100. he is super encouraging as he smiled and nodded throughout the whole trial, he is super sweet and nice ♥

my Q&A was hilarious.
i merely returned a "hi" to Jaosn Ng and the whole room broke out into laughter.

I think the whole friday of aniticipating for the trial and post trial, hoping for others to do as well was really memorable (to me) and it was worth all the practice put before hand despite not having eaten a single thing till 5pm later in that day.

haha>< then the five of us, ching, zhiying, yujia, nicole and me cabbed to nicole's house. as we were all tired and hungry. surprisingly, each of us only had to pay a $3.50, even lesser than in the morning when i cabbed to pasir ris mrt station from my house, the starting fare was already $3.30.

we looked at nicole's clothes (for taiwan), ate this and that, and played cards for a few hours.
haha i was on a winning streak, and only lost 2 or 3 times the whole time, we played bridge, and whoeva paired with yujia was so unlucky, HAHA

WHEE, PW is ending soon... i still have my I&R then GPF and bye bye to PW^^

2008-10-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

JUST KEEP THINGS SIMPLE

why make life so complicated?

i wish i could control time, yet not at times.

haha, everytime i entered this account, i will remind myself to change my password soon, cause its too easy to hack. just ask ***** you will know my pw. heehee shush><

wa. upstairs got ppl playing majong. so good, enjoying life liaos.

just chatted online with jiali.

GOSH, she is editting her I&R draft 2

what is the rush man?!

perfectionism is killing me...

I MUST LEARN TO CORRECT IT

can't wait can't wait.

but when the time comes, i'll be asking, gosh what is the rush.

the conflicting nature of human.

i remembered eating khong guan biscuits this afternoon.

haha, i know that the news said certain KG biscuits had overdose of melanine so sth.

but since NTUC continued to had this particular KG still on shelf, i presumed they are not so

morally corrupted to have me dead.

can't u tell i am bored?

pull me out of it!

2008-10-27T16:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

firstly,

YDC camp on 18th to 22nd DEC

anyone interested please join me and jolene?! and maybe nicole^^

PLEASE! although i haven sign up, but i think i will tonight

I cannot assure that it will be total fun, but i think its meaningful,

to become an ambassador and inform others to donate blood (GENEROUSLY?)

details (registration means, activities, location) are at

http://ydc.donorweb.org/files/upcoming.htm

well, even though the website functions and looks like sai

JOIN US=)

secondly,

i just wanna say that

anyone should not judge another person so lightly

OPEN ur eyes and ears, see and hear carefully, i assure you will see those people in a different light

lastly,

WAA, these 3 days flew past rather quickly

tonight is the final episode of 叮当神探!

haha i know its not as good as hongkong's

and my dad hates it too, but i like the opening song and tay pinghui!

yay, i smell food... byebye

2008-10-26T18:32:00.002+08:00

I AM A LAZY BOM BOM.

haha, i think i am a lazy bom bom.

ppl like Ching, Dora, Jolene, maybe Cheeguan and nicole are working during one or more of the days during this wkend.

i am slacking at home right now.

haha, but i think that i haven't rest in quite some time since pre-promos.

and i want my rest instead of slogging out and practising op meanwhile.

Is anybody already looking forward to after ops?

i want them to share their holiday plans with me right now.

ARGH, what is wrong with me?

2008-10-25T15:51:00.000+08:00

Which SpongeBob Character Are You?
	You are SpongeBob. You look at the world with wide eyes and innocence and are a true optimist. You love everything about your world and try to get others to feel the same way. You are permanently in a terrific mood. You can be slightly na�ve and there are people who try to take advantage of you- but you don't have to worry because your friends are there to protect you. It is like you live in your own little happiness bubble!
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

haha, i shall retire from the com and snooze in the sofa^^

2008-10-25T09:20:00.002+08:00

woo!

i finally woke up before 9.30 one saturday morning ^^

haha, i shall practice (how?) to make myself wake up earlier during wkends, otherwise i will be wasting my time laying dead on the bed...

i had a weird dream yesterday, or lately.

they have sort of been reflecting my worries in daily life.

yesterday, i dreamt of practising op, then there were the trials and i was trying to remind myself to avoid the crop ups like i always have been reminding myself in reality.

then there was me entering this wild hse with who i forgot. that weird guy was trying to kill my friend, but we saw thru the plot and he got killed instead. it wasn't a violent dream, instead like a cartoon with many many many colours. oh, i remembered there was my ah ma, my fav aunt's whole family and my dad, mum, in it too, and the recent dog my aunt bought in the dream.

well, what is it trying to show?

in anyway, i've decided to stop worrying excessively for op.

just hope that how i've practised for it will pay off for final one on friday.

there is still much practise and space for improvement though

JIAYOUS DH002, and other groups of 5C12!!!

yesterday was trials with audience.

my audience was the two actual grps for OP!

except the fact that almost one grp disappeared after their presentation.

i think i could do with a lot more of relaxing and enjoying the whole process.

and of cause slow down the pace to hit my bell.

BTW

SIEU PING is DAMN ZAI.

she will be my role model for op.

AGNES is GREAT too.

but i could never reach her dramatic effects.

probably burst out laughing instead.

2008-10-22T22:26:00.004+08:00

I AM SIAN!

life recently has been tiring otherwise filled with sleepiness, and tats very much about it.

during the weekend on sat and sun, to prepare for coming op trial on monday, have been seriously exhausting all my energy and voice, till it became quite sore.
LOOK i told you outdoor practise dun work! SEE! u are projecting ur voice 5 times more than in a room

Pulled thru the first trial on monday and then went to see doctor immediately.

got mc for tuesday.

so on mon, tues and today, it was mainly, eat medicine, drink water, snooze

watch tv, bathe, then practise op once or twice, then snooze

i am tired and sleepy, someone pls save me?

2008-10-19T13:46:00.002+08:00

woo! DBSK's 4th album is out...

haha zhiying helped me buy it online le! probably will get it this week^^

2008-10-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

POLITICS ASIDE.

just do what u believe in girl!

2008-10-14T21:07:00.001+08:00

grace, you can do it!

2008-10-12T23:00:00.008+08:00

I feel like burning some fuels

2008-10-12T18:50:00.002+08:00

random><

stopped by grace ho's blog, only to find that she coincidentally changed her blogskin to my blog's de.
i think its really coincidental as only like a few ppl will know my url, unless they caught the link somewhere.

and her msn nick is same as mine - grace

haha this serve to conclude great graces' minds think alike.

2008-10-12T18:41:00.002+08:00

Swimming is dashed.

I want to exercise badly.

Bathe in the sunlight, and perspire.

2008-10-12T15:49:00.002+08:00

post promos have been tiring and busy so far.

haha, not much of doing work but going out.

Weds-
Computing Promos
Movie with Zf and JL

Thurs-
PW
Shopping with CH, YJ, dora and LB

Fri-
Binnale
Kbox with ZF and JQ
Dinner and shopping

Sat-
out at grandma and aunt's hse

Sun-
tennis stuffs
pw stuffs
swimming later?

haha, great.

being busy the past few days helped keeping me zoned out from reality.

but i want the restoration of peace and serenity, so i shall continue working towards that.

promo results and impending op, wr and gpf datelines.

work
play
work
play
work
play

balance.

jiayou grace, u can do it!

deal with anything with strength and resilience. stay happy and confident.

2008-10-08T20:33:00.003+08:00

PROMOS ENDED!

yay!

all i want now is to be happy, happy and really happy

i've decided i want my life back.

and i am going to be firm, confident and happy.

and i am going to relax finally!

Stay strong and happy girl!

YAY!

promos have been a chore.

it made me sick, mentally, emotionally and physically.

today when i looked at the pizza hut's menu, i was automatically memorising from the list.

i am tired!

and i grew fatter, ah!

okay, now that promos have ended, its time for the three rs.

rest, relax and recharge =)

went out with zf and jl today after computing.

they were already in the post-promos mode and were literally jumping around with energy.
haha, i ate 'chicken haven' from pizza hut. it was tasteless. then we watched 画皮.
i always liked to watch 聊斋 series, so it was good. and it is different from other drama series of 聊斋 as it is a movie and has a good ending unlike the rest where either one of the lovers died, or the good demon perished.

haha, libing mentioned watching house bunny on friday for class outing, phew, we almost wanted to watch it today.

oh yah, saw erpei today at plaza sing.
he is definitely much different from how he looked like 4 years back. a good change i think. and he look so matured now. it was quite akward in the lift, as their group separated me and zf and jl, and we had to chat during that short but seem long period. and they were on their way to watch 画皮 too. haha, but it think he is a nice guy now, at least i think.

now for some photos of cute kiddies...

my nephew from m'sia ><

his sister ^^

my cousin, sleepy heads!

so cute!!! a thai student's little brother in thailand

haha, they are adorable =)

jolene, i know u dun like kids, so i prepared this for you... haha!

miss you mdm nora!

yay, more photos to share next time!

2008-10-07T23:39:00.002+08:00

hmmm... the fourth post today. and before computing promos.

no choice, have to use the com anyways. conveniently come here to fa lao sau.

okays. i dun know how am i gonna deal with the coursework tmr.

but i learnt, practice makes perfect.

no practice = no where near perfect

what a perfectionist.

2008-10-07T21:36:00.001+08:00

way too cool. bear to give it up?

2008-10-07T19:40:00.002+08:00

Be happy.

let happiness flow back on its own, and enjoy yourself in everything.

be truly happy.

truly.

2008-10-07T15:47:00.002+08:00

Had my elit paper this morning. It is a h1 paper yet it is as long as a h2 maths paper, can u believe it?

but that also means one hour to write each essay.

Cool, did othello, then pride and prejudice and lastly poetry, and i finished 5 mins earlier!

well, its nothing compared to jolene, half an hour earlier, but the rest were all still scribbling and writing even till the very last minute.

But that doesn't mean anything.

oh well, my last paper tmr, computing!

learnt not to be paranoid, it only makes things worse.

i must seek happiness.

for now, jia you computer(me), like u know, writers, poets, directors... i am a computer.

2008-10-06T09:27:00.001+08:00

hahaha, why am i wasting time?

Which Hogwarts Class Would You Teach?
	You would teach Potions. You are a creative person. You're the type of person that could change a situtation around in a short matter of time. You are also artistic and when it comes to new ideas, you're the one everybody else turns to.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

before i be a potions teacher, i have two more papers to go!

jiayous! then promos will be over!

2008-10-04T12:33:00.002+08:00

this is my 51st post!

promos apart,

tmr is my dad's birthday! so qiao, yesterday's was jiaqi's dad's.

happy birthday to all daddies!

okays. i learnt never to neglect my health anymore, no matter what.

You need to have a healthy body before you can do anything alse.

i didn't eat since 10.30am yesterday except for a tiny weeny sushi before going for econs paper.

Plus, the night before i attempted to mug overnight for econs, so i kept setting the alarm, waking

up, then falling asleep with the notes, till 2.30 am i gave up. i woke up again at 5.30 am, read for

half an hour then slept till 7.30am. wake up and eat and wash up and read econs.

the econs paper took over 2 and a half hours.

i had a huge headache after the paper, with nicole torturing me mentally(u can ask her what

happened if u want) haha, and then had dinner at 8.15pm.

what the! but i revived after watching tv and getting rest.

i want my life back, or rather i want a life!

2008-09-30T16:07:00.002+08:00

解脱！

learn to let it go, and happiness will find its way.

life has many things to offer, dun let it come to waste.

There should be a new lesson for us in school, two periods per week.
It is called Time Management.

2008-09-27T19:23:00.002+08:00

Happiness is feeling peacful and tackling challenges in a calm approach.
Happiness is learning how and when to let go, when everything seems to much to bear.
Happiness is in abundance and always accesible.
It can only be sustained when you know you want it, and will do the necessary to get it.

It's time to learn to get it.

2008-09-23T23:48:00.002+08:00

finished printing my eom.

it was tedious to do eom, emotionally than mentally. the thought of it as the final submission is overwhelming. haha, maybe(or not) i am exaggerating.

a few more days (for power study) before the promos. dun know how to define what's already revised, just know that is infinite left to be done. studying is an endless process. hope that i can pass promos, and then it will be my two months of big break.

to lyon: hope that ur fever will subside soon and please get enough rest. health is most important!

to andrew: i think u have evolved into a chao mugger for quite some time le><

to nike: i bought a pair of shoes from you for $130++. the first time i wore it to pe this year, near 3 quarters of the sole came out on one side, and half for the other. and i only played captain's ball for like 10 minutes?

2008-09-21T13:48:00.001+08:00

i made three resolutions.

many many things i want to do after promos and op.

suddenly, growing up doesn't seem so much of a bad thing after all.

2008-09-20T13:40:00.002+08:00

JIAYOUS GRACE, YOU CAN DO IT!

i think everyone of us is looking forward to after promos. especially towards the taiwan trip.

i just want to take a huge break, and hope that everything is back in place like so long ago.

2008-09-17T16:20:00.002+08:00

i have absolutely nth to blog about.

just wanted to embark on my 45th post.

oh, there is sth. was on mrt home with nicole and ching hsien chatting happily about overseas and working stuffs. after ching hsien alighted, this lady beside me started talking to me, despite my on-going conversation with nicole. i am a polite girl and decided to answer whatever she says since her first question was "what is your school?" and in mind of our school's reputation, and that she said she was a teacher. she started talking to me as if nicole wasn't there... zzz, so nicole took her bk and started reading. this conversation continued till pasir ris and until we parted to take our respective buses.

i think that if the teacher wishes to talk, she shld include nicole in as well. secondly, it was rather rude of her to interupt our conversation and that she saw we were trying to mug sth.

rah. rant 2.
this dunman high junior had his shirt tucked entirely out. what is his problem. i gave him many stares and glares. and i think he didn't recognise me as his senior due to our non-distinctive school uniform. until he boarded the bus, i was beside him, then he started to look worried. before that he continued to tuck out and out the shirt as if it wasn't already all out.

argh. whats with my language. anyway, got to go^^

2008-09-16T20:35:00.002+08:00

went thru lessons without ching hsien, junwen, nicole today, followed by jolene and agnes.
sad. i want them back for school!

haha. captains ball quite exciting too, but i want to play with the above people, then i will feel better. rahh, emo shit.

i think that the school should edit the song "keep bleeding" and play it thruout in the canteen, replace the word with mugging... "keep mugging keep keep mugging...".

2008-09-15T22:36:00.002+08:00

argh.

my throat hurts (badly) from consuming too much fried stuffs these few days.
my head hurts from too much scratching from studying.
my neck aches. my eyes are droopy.

last thing to add... for the sore throat, i decided to fill a jug of water to drink thru the night. now it seems that i drink too much le, and tummy will get bloated as i am not supposed to drink that much water from 5pm onwards. (this applies to everyone generally)

2008-09-15T19:43:00.002+08:00

school today is rather peaceful.

lately, i have been hearing numerous ppl gossiping, (bitching) about other ppl from our level.
it was rather shocking. as i had been in quite harmonious classes all these years, and 5C12 is definitely one without internal conflicts (except certain open dislikings, but not hate or whatsoever, just the ppl themselves (dio disliked de) will irritate the whole world naturally) .

and i have changed my impressions of certain ppl, definitely for the worst. but then i choose to believe that rumours do not necessarily reflect reality.

and surfing blogs make me discover things.

hmmm...

ah, wanna add this. whenever i am studying, i will scratch my head, till its quite painful now.
remind myself to change this habit^^

2008-09-15T00:26:00.002+08:00

Is it because Singapore life is too stressed or what?

then why are there a bunch of girls who laugh like hyennas playing at the playground downstairs at this time, and not seeming tired at all.

it seems that they have been there for hours le. Screaming at top-pitched voices from rocking the see-saw too hard, chasing each other and talking as if they are at some wet market.

if they are too stressed, i forgive them. if they are not, then please grow up lah.
let me give them a piece of advice: if u want to go crazy at night (i may do so with a couple of wild friends), and want to do it at public areas, please go to the beach, or playground by the seaside and you all can play and scream all you want. At least u risk only being caught by some security officers which are rarely on duty, otherwise, ppl around might throw water or eggs down at you.

2008-09-14T21:17:00.002+08:00

SOME PEOPLE JUST DUN KNOW THE LIMITS and are SO FREAKING IRRITATING.

i DUN MIND seriously being mean to you and stop being nice after having tolerated you for close to nine months.

TOTALLY IRRESPONSIBLE AD SENSELESS. (perhaps not totally but frigging close to it)

you have to be THANKFUL that i am not some ballistic or mean or evil person,

OTHERWISE

i will cut away ur hair when i see you, and throw away your handphone.

to all my friends and buddies reading this post, do not worry, as i will not feel or do the above to anyone of u, as the above is really a case for exception.

anyway, what a spoiler => that person for my sunday night, and my parents have yet to come home, boo...

2008-09-14T15:36:00.002+08:00

HOME ALONE

first time i didn't go back m'sia with my parents... other than that time when i went sydney with school...

hmm... want my parents back! i cannot manage my meals alone. either i go so hungry, or i stuffed myself till my tummy becomes bloated.

actually planned to have the weekend mugging with friends. but then mugging at my hse on sat was cancelled, didn't feel like mugging outside, and decided against zf's hse, when there were guests going her hse for lunch.

so it was HOME ALONE over the weekends.

quite cool, nobody to restrict u from what u want to do.
quite bad, as there wasn't my mum to tell me to mug.

so it was quite ineffective. but give me another weekend, i think i will do better.

my parents will be home before i sleep. yay^^

2008-09-11T22:01:00.002+08:00

i am on the verge of fainting.

just now at the bus stop while waiting for bus 3 to go home at around 8, i could feel myself falling forward or staggering, trying to keep my balance. i guess i wasn't feeling right le, and perhaps, no, quite sure that i am too tired.

slept at 2 am as i completed my part for wr at 1 am then chat online for a hour like that... then this morning, intended to sleep on bus, but saw zhuofei and sat with her, ended up in a hilarious and great chat we seemed to not have for a week le.

first period was pe, and as usual, i spend most energy auring these 2 periods and captains' ball was pretty enjoyable! enjoyed ching hsien as my cap.ball teammate^^
i didn't catch my sleep in school as i decided to mug during breaks, and lessons was rather packed, all the way till 4.45pm. which then i had to complete my econs.i ws before going for econs.i at 5.30pm. econs.i then ended at around 6.40. wah!

i feel like doing some work later, but if i dun sleep enough tonight, i guess i will collapse tmr as there is mooncake festival celbrations till 9.

okays, shall go bathe le... ^^

2008-09-11T01:41:00.002+08:00

whee. its morning.

finished my part for wr after like 3 hours... cause want to do nice nice mahs. good job grace! first in the group to finish.

but that means i didn't do my math!

oh well. no matter what, i completed two out of three things i want to complete today.

got the senior high hoodie today. first impression quite lousy, but then it was very cushiony and warm inside. so quite nice actually.

2008-09-10T22:03:00.002+08:00

i am glad that i've finished my oracle exam! actually a while ago liao...

it was half a nightmare! i think doing a test using internet is a no no! not only will there be errors frequently but also the system might just play u out by cropping up.

although i scored a mark lower by my mid year de by 1, i'm just glad that the system did not play me out and give me a 0.

watched 艺点心思 during dinner and Zoe Tay rawked, haha, she is super hilarious and i think she really have this 亲切感 which some artists or many lack. thats why she is 阿姐 and i love her.

zhiying came back to school today- yay=)
she is looking good and i think she mugged at home alot already.

this fri is the mooncake festival celebration. i have this visual imagery of chaos around the parade square in the dark on friday, dunno why also. our class might be watching a move together before that. hmm...

2008-09-09T22:00:00.001+08:00

argh!

i resolve to make my tummy disappear. its obstructing me from concentrating on studying.

tonight is a windy night.

jia yous for computing grace!!!

2008-09-09T20:20:00.002+08:00

blog surfing is a crime- i shall stop
it eats away my precious time- i shall visit a few only the next time

term 4 starts yesterday...

hmm, nothing special except for a headache on the first day of school, when i reached home.
so i slept earlier than usual to drive the headache away.
result was i woke up a little later and i missed my bus, actually it was everyone as the bus itself was late.
so i had to take the mrt and i stood through from pasir ris to buona vista! what is this!

yup yup thats about it. nth much to blog about.

only that ching hsien has successfully influenced me to like dbsk.
and junsu is so cute and shuai!
jaejoong is the most demure singer i have ever seen and he is super good looking and hot.
i like chiangmin too as he is a bad egg (huai dan).
micky and yunho are just average, haha!

so hua chi. okays bye.

2008-09-07T13:30:00.003+08:00

the September holidays are coming to an end.

waaa... cry, sobs.
i want the holidays forever!

anyway, i want to go korea! i want to wear winter clothings and drink hot hot sour spicy soup.
i want to hibernate, and wake up go shopping.

school starts tmr. again.

2008-09-04T19:01:00.002+08:00

又长大一岁了！

i am officially 17! yay!

time flies, and before i know it i will be 18 next year.

i have to admit, i dun like being old. i dun like feeling old (perhaps in a couple of decades time).

hehe, thanks to all who smsed or called to send me birthday wishes yesterday^^

appreciate them greatly!

haha, quite amused by 3 messages:
ah Mak's unexpectedly long message
Zf's and Feloh's message containing similar WELL wishes

haha, in anyway thanks!

went out with family to celebrate b'dae, thanks mummy who took leave especially and daddy as well. we went to catch Money Not Enuf 2 at night, and after that we saw many celebrities at Vivo for the opening of 岁月 (a singapore film bout 2 gangster brothers).

Money Not Enuf 2 made me cry and cry and cry. People, u have to go catch it. It served as a good reminder to how Singaporeans are getting increasingly calculative and selfish, and how we've transformed into some selfish creatures who forgot about our parents when we've grown up. And the granny is a super good actress.

haha, ordered secret recipe's chocolate indulgence for birthday cake!

cannot upload image as they say its corrupted. bleh.

okays, thats all folks.

2008-09-01T10:47:00.022+08:00

the September holidays are here!
yay!

anyway, the past days have been quite eventful , but thurs and fri were super tiring.

well, so a quick recap...

thurs was a super long day... i had lessons till 4.45 and it was quite a fully packed schedule, and at 5.30 i have my econs intervention again! wah miss leong was rather "not in the mood", as she was rushing than usual thru the questions... anyway ended at 6.30 with a headache(myself), and then the few of us took the train home, haha! i was telling nicole cu a few hours later...

then i had my dinner, bathed, packed my uniform and clothes for teacher's day and went to meet ching and nicole at tampines mrt at 10.30... we were going to have a mini 5c12 overnight at nicole's. it was supposed to be a night or morn for dressing up and makeup, but the school says we have to be proper for flag raising ceremony, so...

lyon, dora, libing, hongyi, andrew came later and we walked to nicole's - sure long lah, we were all sweating and sweating.
we decided to watch 2002 and nicole had matresses on the floor, so we were are sprawling here or there, watching in the dark, eating lays, some sleeping some playing dota(only andrew, and thru the whole night! or morn) yujia, jolene and keith came later at 12? yup. but thru this stay we can spot our class's muggers. libing was chionging cll thru the night in the dark?! and yujia was attempting to mug too, jolene had econs. the rest of us being normal were just enjoying ourselves.

whee, we woke up one after another at around 3 am and we started some transformations. really some only. lyon had her eyes done. yujia one side done, mine both done(later need redo as i had to wear my contacts and all the makeup were gone with my tears) and so on so on. haha, hongyi tried his outfit on. with chains, tie, ear ring, he look like a ah beng! haha andrew was tougher judging by his height and that his pants were hard to look baggy.

wah, anyway, the real transformation came when 5c12 were back in class! everyone was doing their makeup and dressing up, with many helping one another, ching and nicole were the busiest. thanks to them!

enjoy some pics kupped from various...

nicole doing up yujia^^

hairstyling- jolene and her assistant

several of us- can u see me?

whee mak's hair!

jolene and paw:D

lao po, me and xiao lao po!=)

paw, me and mak><

school of rock! rockers of 5c12^^

another one...><

whee... quite nice hor... but then i had my first contacts that day. and it was ching helped me buy de, 550 degrees. my actual was 600 plus and i had shan guang, so couldn't really see properly and had to squint squint and squint. haha, the concert was great. though i was sitting at row 2, i couldn't see the ppl clearly.

gladine was cool, she rocked man! and then i never knew adeline could play the drums or jonsung! they were awesome. then i realised they were all frm gep plus wanting, swatyee, joseph- they are all so talented in many areas. cool!

and zhuofei was great! i didn't know she was going to perform lah. but she sounded really good, and yuanming and sean as well as javier did their piano, guitar and bboxing great=) 5c32 good job!=)

wah, why i blog so long, grr. okays, so our class went for class outing, lunch as some jap restaurant at cathay, and had our buffet! we ate sushi, sashimi, fried stuffs and yup, we were damn full and had to play zhong ji mi ma to get rid of an unwanted big plate of chicken odered by nicole. argh! saw the 4j class on the bus. everyone was fast asleep during the journey, all of us.

oh, thats it for fri. haha hope that this post was interesting. and then i went my aunt's hse to see polo polo! it is 4 months old and very very cute!

so cute!

i had to put my phone on the floor to capture this^^

my mum was trying to capture the pup, so ignored how i was looking.

ah! i am running late! cya=)

2008-08-27T21:46:00.002+08:00

the mind itself is the strongest of all...

this can be substantiated with my diarrhoea incident this morning and the recent tennis incident, and more and more...

when i boarded the bus, i feel like i need the toilet. the feeling grew worse after 15 mins... i told myself cannot and keep thinking still got like 40 mins more, as the bus cannot stop at the highway. after much more self affirmations and strong will power, i ren till i reached school. saw june with her new hair smiling at me, then i ran for the toilet. hahaha. yay!

okay... it rained today again! so our last trng, the coach didn't come. wow. eco photoshoot was shit, tennis was shitter, and whats worse, the ppl told us they made a mistake for our individual photoshoot the other time. No wonder, they mistaken us for student leaders and made us stand like straight straight when we are supposed to do some "lively" shots like other sports cca de...
so retaking tmr morning... wah lau, i dunno how to take what lively shoot lah...

went home with jiaqi, sj and feloh...
i realised it sucks to let the whole world know your secret... i like it when u tell to some close buddies then the few of u laugh luagh laugh when sth happen... yeah.

sth to look forward to... will be camping at nicole's hse tmr till friday morn, dress up and go school for teachers' day=)

2008-08-26T22:39:00.002+08:00

i like it after i bathed. cause i smell nice and is clean=)

how shld i start, today's is friday's timetable...

GP raised my blood pressure. i am sorry mr tan for having to handle a class which unluckily got a handful of ppl who do not have the sense of urgency like other Dunmanians. but i guessed at least i was always punctual and comparatively attentive. but i know there are still a lot of things to be done for gp. thanks for the lecture, i hope it will wake us up.

next, haha, i was right, it rained before tennis!

but then it stopped, so we had the semi-finals and finals matches!

it was a major walkover for some ppl, like yichen. i walked over feloh into semi-finals, as she had piano lessons and booked the venue already. so i competed with hazel (yr 6 vice-cap) and i won 3-2 sets! tell u wat, i lost 2 sets at first but i caught up and won 3. just like my first match with fangmin, (i just realised fang min was ranked first last year)... cool man...

in the end i ranked 2 for females singles! not bad hor... my finals (gold medal match, hahaha) was against leanne (yr 6 cap) and i lost to her by ONE ball, really! ONE!
we tied at 2 sets each, and the last match was first to reach seven balls. And guessed what? the sets were 2-2, and the points were 6-6, match point! and i lost unfortunately. but it was a good experience and it made me realised there is so much more to improve on!
hope i can get a trophy for being no.2=)

met ching and dora, lyon, libing, simin for a while at bugis for dinner and settle some stuffs for dress up this friday. Guppy gave ching 50 bucks to invest in his dress up, and we got him a scarf, accesories and belt, woah, look out for him this friday.

2008-08-25T20:13:00.001+08:00

What Your Feet Say About You:

You are more expressive than most people. You let everyone know how you're feeling - the good, the bad, and the ugly.

You are a very passionate person. You are highly charged and easily inspired.

You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it.

You take a while to fall in love, but once you do, you stay pretty attached to your partner.

You are not easily frightened, but you have a few strong phobias.

You are intellectual and philosophical. You are more concerned with thoughts than action.

You are an amazingly hard worker. You aren't spoiled and you don't mind getting your hands dirty.

You are easily influenced by other people. You're quite impressionable, so you should only be around people who are a good influence.

What Do Your Feet Say About You?

lol.

2008-08-25T19:51:00.002+08:00

hahahaha.

i want a private blog.

want to type out my obsessions whether with living or non living things.

heh. so cute so cute so cute.

i think readers of this blog who are close to me will know what i am blahing about.

HEH.

i like rainy weathers. dun need on fan or air con, feel naturally good.

dd lit test today. i think integrity is an important virtue. not writing directed at anyone.
wah, just wrote that iago is inherently evil, a double dealer, morally corrupted...
unscrupulous, cunning, scheming, hypocritical, merciless... some stuffs quoted from june and myself after the test.

lol.

i passed integration which i did not think well of after the test, because i actually forgot some easy stuffs which i had gone thru b4 hand. phew.

tmr got rekindle friendship with 4D=) yay.

got tennis tmr. got a feeling it will rain, or get cancelled or watsoeva.
jia yous for the match grace!

ching better hand in gp, or god knows what mr tan will do to her.

2008-08-25T01:17:00.002+08:00

yawn...

gp takes up a lot of my time.

didn't get to catch the full closing ceremony for olympics, but i saw leehom singing the beijing song, and i saw rain, issit?

went bugis yesterday night. not bad, quite fun. bought a new pair of shoes, for the rock theme, but i dun think it match leh, how how how???

watched apocalypse today. heard a lot of vulgar.

haha, ate chewy junor first time in my life, it is very chewy.

haha, agnes say i blog like a small girl...

i admit, but so what?

heh.

2008-08-23T16:27:00.002+08:00

here am i blogging again.

nth really to say...

except just now in the afternoon, before the wind blew the rain in our direction, i thought the view outside my hse look like Genting covered in the mist and rain. and i really really saw small snow flakes flying around in the wind. even my mum said it too at the same time.

it is still raining outside now, and the view still looked misty. i cannot see the flyer or the buildings.

tmr have apocalypse lit play to watch.

nicole, yujia n ching jio me out to bugis tonight, to go or not? still deliberating...

2008-08-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

woah. its been a tiring day.

haha, quite suay, 2 days during the tennis comps it has to rain, on and off, on and off.

oh, discovered that our teacher's day celebration theme clashed with 5C32, school of rock, i guess.
but its good in a way, that we are of the same house, and maybe the coherence can bring some house pts to help redeem our house.

Due to the slippery floors and rain, our matches have to be put off.
and, mr hardi says that he has hence no choice but to take out the doubles and mixed doubles category, as there will be no time to complete.
i want to rant about irresponsible cca teachers, but i guess that blogging has its limitations and freedom of speech comes with responsibility, so i shall not.

i guess me and feloh had a good chance of winning female doubles, and it would be interesting to play mixed doubles with yuanming, he was a little excited too i guess.

i really really really wish that i could have joined a sport cca with really committed members, teachers and coaches. It is really cool to see how the cca members really give it their best during every trng to try to push themselves a little further to achieve better results.

Looking at the volleyball senior high play, i guess i really envied the trng sessions, the intensity, and that you could feel that each of them are committed in their own ways.

so i sat down together with shea jean, geraldine and jean to watch the vball sh players play from 5 till bout 6.30. i really could sit and watch them play the whole day. to think i was almost in the team a couple of years ago, but i rejected the opportunity as my mum told me not to play outdoor sports under the sun.

anyway, sth very funny. could visualise it again.

me and jinwen, leanne and hazel went for our individual photoshoot for the school mag. horrible. heehee we were telling each other not to peek when we were all taking individually, i guess some of us could not resist the temptation and it ended up in giggles and chuckles. (this is not the funny thing)

after that we went back to tennis court to play. It started raining so heavily that everyone had to evacuate themselves and belongings to the gym. Nicholas continued to pick balls in the rain. me and jiajin felt guilty, so we decided to go back, with a umbrella. so we started picking up tennis balls in the rain under my umbrella. hahaha. then the rain stopped. i closed my umbrella. then it rained again. haha, i sheltered jj to the gym. then used the sh umbrella system, and instead it was me a junior sheltering leanne a year 6 to the gym. hahaha.

dunno why it just felt funny. we ended up wet and the balls muddy. we wanted to wash them, but mr hardi said he will tmr. mr hardi? tmr?

haha.

after watching the vball, me and jean had such a urge to play. so they decided to bring their ball next week. =)

2008-08-22T00:35:00.001+08:00

hey jiaqi, cheers!=)

2008-08-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

Woo...

I just reached home...

haha shall blog about these two days...

today i could only remember during lit. when miss ng refuses to spare us grace over the assignments which she did not informed us that marks will be deducted each day u forgot or neva wateva to hand in. As well as for red cliff. so i have 0 for it, and a -ve 6. Talk about punctuality and good students. i guess i have been one. really. and when i just happen to neglect the rc. assign. i get marked down for it with june as well. what the.

quoted frm miss ng " well, life sucks "

but heheh, as mentioned me and jolene are good students. nearly all the time only me and her participated actively and are dominant contributors to keep discussions ongoing. but i guessed me and jolene were rather affected by the above, and thus, the class was eeriely(i can't find a better word) silent. woah. see.

next was computing test. yay. i could compile and get an answer. but i did not do my uml and got i small mistake.

econs test!
i was soosooooo cold (maybe frigging out). sitting at first row. then we started. everyone was moving their pens like mad. scribbling and writitng within that 1 hour 15 mins. quite cool. when i completed it i almost felt like promos were over. happy that i didn't leave any qtn blank. but dunno what the result might be, as it has always been unpredictable.

whee.
got ching hsien and yujia to accompany me and jolene for dinner and hw. considering that we just finished test earlier on, i think we are quite guai le. did my elit journal. hope that the effort i put in can redeem me the 3 marks i lost due to the point counting system.

okays yesterday.

wah, had my first singles yesterday.

but i was feeling horrible.

Had a bad backache such that i cannot even reach near my toes when i bend.
Furthermore, i fell down in the small drain outside tennis court right before my match. My leg was injured and swell. but the year 6 had been waiting for me to start. so i decided to carry on in spite of many people asking me to postpone my match(olympic spirit, haha). And off we went. wasn't really a skills match but more of a service one.

she got me 6-0. i did not feel anything, no emotions, just concentrating on playing the match and the balls. then it was 6-5. i caught up. then 7-5, 8-5, 8-6, 9-6, 9-7, 10-7. She was ten and i was seven it was the match point. I had no feeling at all at that moment. i guess one really should not think about consequences but just the match alone. then 10-8, 10-9, 10-10! it was sudden death ball. and i won.

yay!

at the end of the match then i felt the happiness spredaing thru my body. as well as the pain.
so i bought salonpas.

up till today i have used 6 pieces le.

whee, need some more for tmr's matches.

wish me luck!

2008-08-19T22:43:00.002+08:00

hey.

i have been reminding myself over and over again to mention it in my blog.

mum and dad, i love you!

thanks for ALWAYS being there for me when i needed you all, thanks for everything. really!

although they wun see it, typing it down just makes it feel like they have.

did i just hear a getai in some distance.

wow, have heard of the increase in getais all aorund, but never literally hear one recently.

until now. hee.

2008-08-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

hey.

i am tired. i am officially tired.

Have been pulling through all the busy school days, heaps of homework and tests. Staying late at night with homework in my mind. getting home almost when the skies are beginning to turn dark, and then looking forward to my sofa. pulling through like physical exercises 4 days out of the 5 days (though i really enjoy sports and look forward to them practically), but then i end up with a bad backache. and not enuf sleep.

BAH.

this is a rant.

woosh. after ranting, everything feels better, and i feel some positive energy back in me again.

but still, i cannot straighten my back. hurts.

bah. tmr have tennis intra-com.

have singles against this senior(peeps say she is quite gd), doubles with feloh against probably jeanette they all or flea. and mixed doubles with yuan ming against i dunno.

hope that this will be a good experience. oh, i almost forget i have to umpire or be linesmen. so cool, and busy. got to play and umpire.

took a quiz- site taken from lyon's blog

2008-08-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

woah, china won.

nvm, i still enjoyed watching Singapore's flag being raised. Our first medal in the beijing Olympics! so i took a video of it. Most of it featured china and its players and flag though.

i got distracted in the process of the ceremony. The sky was BLAZING outside my house. a moment of red orange and then black again. On and off, maybe still until now from the ceremony just now. Scary! my mum said there might be sth burning. i tot it might be an alien. oh no! and i caught it on my hp! are they going to destroy me?

LOL.

2008-08-17T19:07:00.003+08:00

you will never guess what i dreamt of yesterday.
even i could not believe it.
really cannot guess de.

there is this show on channel 8 which has been quite nice, got 'msia and singapore actors.
called 天使的烙印, quite nice lor.

but its not showing today! argh. when i finally decided to watch it during dinner.
nvm. there is the table tennis women's finals at 7.25!
got li jiawei and wang playing. Hope that Singapore will get its first gold medal!

i want to hear Singapore's national anthem being played. i want to see Singapore's flag raised the highest. i want a gold medal.

haha... lol, just jia yous, and no matter what the girls did great=)

2008-08-16T13:57:00.002+08:00

haha, went to blogthings and saw this! What Olympic sport are you?

You Are Tennis

You are highly competitive and driven.

You're in it to win, and you will keep going until you do.

You crave fame, success, and the envy of others.

What Olympic Sport Are You?

whee... this explains why i am in tennis yeah?

anyway, yesterday had this tennis skills test. People involved should know that this cert means nothing. Why, you all should know, the coach should know.

anyways, woah, played tennis from 3 to 7 yesterday! wah, my back hurts a lot, now i know how the elderly feel to have a backache and cannot stretch their back properly.

Went dinner with ching hsien at bugis. Pasta mania was crowded, so we went food republic=)
nevertheless, i spent equally a lot on my dinner. $7.50 for this japanese omelete rice with chicken cutlet! i chose the curry rice with the curry gravy! it was fantastic, propably because i am hungry and the food was sizzling hot. then we had ice kachang for desert and we looked at the time, gosh, it was 9.45 le.

next week has tennis comp. internal school comp. i guessed i signed up for singles, and doubles with feloh, mixed doubles i didn't bother to go find. wish me luck=)

2008-08-13T00:37:00.002+08:00

Woah.

Yay!

After 4 hours of battling. We've finished our ERD! yay!

Considering the fact that it is only done within a night, it should be rather okay le. I hope.

YAY!

3 cheers for grace, weijie and yigeng! hip hip hooray.

shall not worry about tmr's presentation.

we've finished our erd. woah.

2008-08-12T20:24:00.002+08:00

Shall blog a little before embarking on my erd assignment with weijie and yigeng.

Today is very very cold! cooling wind, gives me an icy feeling!

Nice i love it!

The weather during mass pe was great! like u know all the winds before a storm. Very cooling!

Yay.

2008-08-12T01:01:00.003+08:00

DEEP SIGH

i spent my whole monday doing my gp essay.

ARGH

i read through relevant articles, notes. And then formulate my arguments.

Why did i spend the WHOLE day doing it.

BAH.

But something to be happy about.

I did the question which allowed me to include the Olympics into my answers.

YAY!

But then there are other work to be done. WHY???

WHY can't we spend the holidays in peace.

ARGH

start absorbing all the energy from around...

shall continue to jia yous for tmr and more tmrs. yay!

2008-08-11T09:32:00.002+08:00

mental note: saw lyon's invitation to shine 09
shall ask around if anyone's interested, maybe we will join together

Yesterday night had pw with dora and libing at the airport.
ideas come when people are happy=)

anyway reached home at 12 plus...
then i on the tv in hope that there will be any olympic games still going on that aren't repeated.
Guess what, its the basketball btw china and usa!
woah. i then realised that i haven been watching basketball matches before on tv, so i don't really know yao ming other then the fact that he is tall and famous.
But guess what i fell asleep when the match just started, so i didn really get to see yao ming in action again.

2008-08-10T16:11:00.003+08:00

Olympic is just fabulous.

By the way it rained at NDP yesterday. My mum was exclaming how the poor soldiers and the ministers were getting wet. Everyone had to put on their cute ponchos.

It rained at Beijing Olympics too. And the poor cyclists had to endure the cold and rainy weather throughout the 6 hrs cycle on and off. And tennis was delayed a couple of hours. Worse, the archery women had to carry on admist the rain. It is a wonder how they managed not to get distracted.

I have to mention this.
The legend of the women archery. KOREA! woah woah woah!
They were awesome. Really i caught their competition against Italy. They set a world record of 231! oh my god. WORLD record! super good. The last lady of the team must be the legend of the women archery. Of all her shots, she got only one 9 and the rest perfect score of 10.

But what i liked most is still gymnatics for men.
They've got the moves and bodies. And their postures, releases and swings are just incredible.

Jolene reminded me of this cute korean swimmer.
Yup he got a gold medal for korea. And never before had korea aced in this category before.

I think this year's olympics is really fantastic. And everyone is just setting the bar higher and higher. 3 cheers for sports!

2008-08-09T16:44:00.002+08:00

I love the Olympics.

I think that the olympics is a celebration of the sports in the world, and that it is really cool and of great significance to atheletics all around the world. It really really puts a test to the limit of human body. Mentally and physically.

"The most important thing in the Olympic Games is not to win but to take part, just as the most important thing in life is not the triumph but the struggle. The essential thing is not to have conquered but to have fought well."
- the Olympic Creed

Wah, i have a dream now. That is to take part in the games... Omg, definitely impossible. But really, i would loved to be part of the Olympics. You get to compete with the best of the best. And interact with those who share the common goals as you. And train as hard as you too. Imagine how much adrenaline will be rushing through your body. Cool!

I caught some of the men's cycling, women's weightlifting, and gymnatics.

Chen Xiexia (shld be if remembered correctly) won the first gold medal for her country in the Olympics. For china! the hosting country leh, everyone must have been so proud of her. But she was super good at her weightlifting. Created Olympic Record! and her she locked her moves cleanly and beautifully.

While i was eating breakfast, the men were cycling. when i was eating lunch, they were still cycling. Now,, they are still cycling. Keep up the hard work guys, as your efforts are going to pay off in some moments.

Gymnatics was awesome.
I wanted to mention some names like Igor and another guy who did great in the afternoon. But i couldn't remember the details so.
But there is this Japan guy whose body is super good and good looking. And scored a point of 15.5 or sth. Argh, how can i forget his name! Good job. The releases and then the moves are really accurate and strong. And the landing was quick and clean.

My mum told me that of all the birthdays that Singapore has celebrated in her past 42 years. It had never rained. But it is raining over here now. Looking out of the window, i dunno if it is raining at Marina Bay now. But cross fingers. Hope that it wun. Otherwise. ALOT of people will be sad and affected.

Hope tat NDP will be great=)

2008-08-09T10:27:00.002+08:00

Today is National Day! yay!

Even though my past memories of National Day are just sitting in front of the tv at around 5 plus till 8 or 9 to watch the NDP, and also looking at the fireworks frm my living room windows (yes! and i can also see a mini version of the Singapore Flyer too ^-^) Nevertheless, today is still a significant day!

Okays, i shall start to blog about the past few days on watever i remembered, since i have either been too tired to blog, or haven found the time.

Weds - BMTC
whee, came to school only computing and econs lessons. Slack day. and went for BMTC visit later.
I am in the green grp, whee.
It was not very exciting, nor very interesting. But then it gave us an insight to what some of our fellow guyfriends have to expect in due years, so its quite an eye-opening. We were given an apollo choc cake and oreo biscuits and water. Thought i was going to starve so i had eaten a considerable amount to keep my stomach full. Wrong thing to do.
Oh anyway it looked as if the guys are going to stay at some resorts on some island lah during this BMT. Saw the beds, some facilities, and had some idea of what are some trainings that will take place.
Ching Hsien seemed very excited and say she will go army as its very cool and she love the obstacles courses.
My take on army and BMT: I think that it is definitely an experience of a lifetime. And guys involved will really get to build up super close friendship or get those Brothers frm these 2 years. Dead jealous that they will get to experience sth so deep down that we girls dun get to (as there isn't an army camp that is designed to cater to all girls) And then there will be the separation into air, land and the navy... so cool! But then there is the physical trainings and tests to worry about, but then think, there is so much mentally and physically to gain at the end of army, so guys, think positively and go n experience army!

After BMTC me, jolai, yujia, agnes, zhiying, and sheryl (i dunno if this spelling right) went to white sands to eat dinner. For what also happened u all can visit jolene's and agnes' blog. Then we went to mug(i am not sure if it was really effective) at kfc for an hour or so. Ate BNJ then went home=)

Thurs - Red Cliff

As a result i have to miss my first econs intervention.
Oh, PE was rather boring too. It was on tennis. still doing the basics, and our class lagged behind by others alot. as our slot clash with another class, and have to rotate to use the courts every wk. SIAN.
Mr Gi didn't come for lessons today. So me and ching hsien and simin stayed in com lab to do our stuffs separately.
I am a good girl. I was doing my maths for 1 and half hours. With frequent interruptions from Ching to show me DBSK. have to agree that they are super hilarious and fun to watch.
Ching was spaming DBSK. simin was doing her PW.

Then we went down to assemble for Red Cliff.
Quite weird. The peeps are segregated into the CLL, EL, CL, CSC buses. Some GP peeps joined ours(EL).
I regretted buying popcorn and coke($7.50) and not even having the urge to eat one tenth of it. haha. Ching helped me finished almost all off(thanks. otherwise i wun know what to do with it) I am not allocating my money efficiently.
Sat with Ching and Jolene in the show.
The show was GREAT. Argh it cause me to appreciate the chinese culture more. made me think why hasn't i been studying more about it now. Nvm.
I think this show made me love the GOOD over the EVIL more. And i am personally impressed by the strategies, and battling skills displayed by liubei, sun quan and zhouyu ( pardon me if i have stated the characters wrongly) and zhugeliang is super intelligent and charming. melts.

Fri - Crosscountry run and Beijing Olympics

Met zf in the morning to board bus.
Crosscountry was rather boring. Haha, i dun like the fact it is being held with the juniors. Sorry but i feel distanced towards them and felt it was rather extra and weird to combine it to be a whole school event.
But there was Benjamin Heng who came and Stars From Beyond. Benjamin is super tall and quite cute lah. SFB are good at their moves, and cute and appreciated their effort to try to get better responses from our school.
Then we had the run. It was a short 2.4 compared to the 3.4 we've been training. And most juniors are just walking.

Had lunch with zhuofei, jiaqi and cam at KFC at ws. The food was great, I really enjoyed just leisurely chatting with them about stuffs. Spend some time catching up with each other. Yup.

Then there is the Beijing Olympics at night.
Omg. it was really really good. Awesome and i am super impressed by the bird nest, fireworks, the many many performers, and technological effects.
It was a display of the ancient China's arts and culture, greatest inventions.
I am super super impressed and wonder by how had the organisers planned the ceremony.
Inspired me somehow.

I waited till Singapore team came out at 11pm. Saw lijiawei holding the flag. Then went to bed.

My father spoilt my mood to blog when i just started... by being unresonable and insensitive. And he has this 大男人主义 or watsoeva, or a very conrolling nature. but i blogged till the end.

Wah this is a super long post. I guess there will not be a post as long anymore. Will not spend so much time to blog anymore! haha

Anyway, everyone enjoy the holidays and celebrate this special day with ur family or friends. Stay happy!

2008-08-07T00:46:00.002+08:00

oh my god

i actually didn't want to blog, but i couldn't resist mentioning this...

i saw this google ad:

Real Men eat Tofu (hahahahaha...)

i have foresight.

2008-08-05T22:48:00.001+08:00

I just took a speed reading test!

result: i am an average to good speed reader, nearer to good. yay=)

2008-08-05T21:57:00.002+08:00

i love the night! great wind!

hmmm... c! i made the effort to create a cbox! can tag le, jiaqi, get urs too=)
ah, i spent some time finding a blogskin, but the one i want the post format very ugly.
so remain this one lor okay? plain and simple.

okay quick blog about today...

computing... i know my database grp members le: wei jie (my 4D classmate) yigeng (look responsible) hope that we will do a good job. hope.

next up GP... oh my god... damn hilarious, though some other class ppl dun seem to share Mr. Tan's kind of humour. some ppl => Patricia MAK and PAW xinhui word process their essays. and they got a page filled with "Why did you word process ur WRITTEN assignment?". yup, whole page!
Ching's gp essay was good lah! really, she put it till seem like very average, but i read and thought it got substance... Together, we own Keith, hahaha...
i remembered i had sth else to post, funny de but forgot le, nvm

then it was maths with mrs chang andrew and keith. great aircon, great ppl, great maths. yay

pe! woah, no need run 3.4km, but friday got lah... hmm. captain's ball was rather boring, sorry, maybe its how the grps are allocated.

whee, why am i spending my time blogging? okay night night people=)

2008-08-04T23:32:00.002+08:00

my brain is in sleep mode.

my plans for the night not going accordingly...

just finished (erm, sort of, or half done) gp discussion with zhiying! yay!
at least we came up with 2 solid arguments (otherwise liquid meh). got sth to show Mr. Tan tmr.

u can tell i am not functioning properly.

got to pack my bag. huge gp file to bring tmr to school. HUGE.

goodnight=)

2008-08-04T21:05:00.002+08:00

the wind is great, currently, the night is great too, the music is great too.
but my heart isn't.

maybe its because i stayed up late (till 1 am plus) yesterday, or some post school syndrome.
argh. sometimes ppl say wrong things at wrong time, give wrong things at wrong time.
nevamind, i know that this feeling will vanish very very soon. the wind will sweep it away=)

woah think got more ppl know bout my blog le... hmm... so sorry for the template and no tagboard.
heehee will put when i feel like it=)

today never see zhuofei in school. is she sick? i dunno leh... chatting on msn with her perhaps she will give me an answer soon...

this morning i was so tired that when i got out of school bus my hair was messy, and i was like gong gong like that. guess wat? nvm... heehee sped away quickly...

yay, i love my friends, i love nice people.

zhuofei just told me why... i shall just tell u all she is sick. quite sick. Hope you get well soon! if u read my blog, too bad cannot tag now... ><

yay, i told u the feeling will vanish soon, and there is sth wrong with my wireless keyboard. seem like cannot detect for awhile...

night night=)

2008-08-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

looked out of the window. its dark. duh its night.
haha, dunno what am i writing, and blogging? only one person knows of my blog, that is jiaqi(love you), no other souls know, weird is this how a blog should behave or?

haha neva mind shall talk to myself or maybe jiaqi if you got read=)
have just read thru some blogs, some posts are getting weirder and weirder.
nevamind... i have been addicted to taking personality tests or random ones. addicted liao!
and all have been showing positive remarks or comments until this one!
have you been a good friend?

ah... oh no, have my poor friends been suffering?
i love all of you really!!! so it may been my lack in expression or watsoeva, but believe me
i love all of you! (sincere^-^)

okay... tmr got school, and theres BMTC on weds and cross country on fri...
dunno wat to expect. good night=)

2008-08-03T09:11:00.002+08:00

wah, early in the morning i woke up to blog leh=)

my family and i went for foot massage together yesterday=) the effects must be really good; we signed up for a 100 plus package for 10 sessions... my mum did the back one, and it was quite horrifying hearing the 'ba ba ba' sound made by the shifu, and then the 'klat'. haha poor mummy...

oh yah, hmmm... me bad bad actually went to watch 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 until 1am. but it was really good, especially the part with the 5 adorable 混血 little kids! damn cute lah, i love kids, they are damn funny, totally dun understand the world of adults, the last kid was a half french half chinese, and his chinese so naturally not fluent got the french 腔 inside...

and i am in love with yet another song by DBSK, 'love in the ice'. its damn good, the singers not only have the looks, but their singing and dancing skills are superb ( i guess ). opps. sorry are as hua chi as others. very very nice will get hooked onto it de=)

got to go brush teeth and eat my breakfast=)

2008-08-02T14:15:00.000+08:00

wow, was still deliberating whether or not to continue blogging.
guess i still will! provided that i blog fast and smart=)

hmm... sudden feel that one should be more generous in paying compliments to those u care about or just people around u for all the things they have done well or their efforts. Compliments do work! Not Over generous but those that come from the heart or how u feel at that point. works a million wonders=)

2008-08-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

Haha, can't believe it but i am actually starting to blog.
Hmmm, maybe just felt the need for expressing myself somewhere.
To rant, to spell out some emotions.

Okay, yay finally i've got a blog. Zhuofei's right, the influence grew on me unknowingly
while reading people's blog.

I think this week has been overwhelming and tiring. Really, haven't had a night fully given for a break till today. Had a short day for lessons then got tennis. Econs lecturer was Mr Gilbert Lee, hmm, i dun know if i am used to his style of lecturing, but its certainly entertaining. PC stayed in lt and heard Mr Sng's talk, and i realised i actually saw Prof Randy Paush on Oprah. didn't know bout him again till today; last year commencement ceremony was dozing with rest of 4D after the chalet.

From the talk and things ongoing for the past weeks or month, just suddenly felt the urge that i need to immerse myself in life, enjoy and that there are so many things it struck me that i have overlooked. Hopefully that this will continue to hit on me and remind me of all the goodness there for me to capture from now on.

Want go home with the *jia fei miao* members more often. yay.

oh, and yeah i have just been obsessed with this song 'Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou?' by DBSK. yup yup it means why have i fallen in love with you, sth like that. quite nice, love all the voices. but i just cannot sing like them, too fast le the words.

heehee spend so much time to write one post! shall think whether to blog or not to anymore. haha, rest well eveybody. get recharged and enjoy the weekend=)

one day, i will travel around the world to eat...

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